Time is money

( Private )

( Meant for the one I cherish the most )

You know who you are.

Saturday, 6 pm. Come to the train station. Don't miss.

I think I'm starting get over the disaster. About time. It's been nearly two weeks since.

My work still sucks, but man's gotta do what a man has to do, eh?


(ooc: Hi, Arai has real life pics now yay.)

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I just can't understand people.

( Screened to Self )

My new job's keeping me well away from the school right now. Whenever I'm not in class or sleeping (mostly at parents) I'm at work. So I haven't been around a lot, sorry if someone has tried to get in touch with me. Which I doubt.

Before you ask, don't. My job's really not interesting.

I'm still going to the party with you Echizen, if you got more company.

Echizen, would you have time to go out with me? I think I'm in need of some company... not something like bars or clubs, just out for a walk or something?

Actually, I'd be happy for any company, but... I think I need some "Mada mada dane" right now.

This is bad.

I find myself in love with two people. Not only Echizen, but also a crush I used to have which has now returned because the person came back to my life... I noticed the crush coming back because I was thinking about him in a situation where I usually think about Echizen (if I think at all).

I don't like this at all.

EDIT//

Because it's better to be honest with this once in a while. Momo, I'm talking about you in this post.

Thank you for your attention.

Well, I must say my trip was good. London was great, Echizen was great and the food wasn't as bad as people warned me. I really enjoyed spending time there, but I think I love to be here more. Home sweet home.

If anyone wants some British candy, I can give away some. I bought too much and even if it's very delicious, I don't want them all. It would just ruin my teeth.

And it seems like I have a new roommate...

We've been in London with Echizen for this week now. We came here on Monday and we come back next Monday (the 10th). The time we've spent here has been fascinating.

The news about Atobe and his partner have reached my ears too. I do hope they are okay and that they will come back in their full strenght. My consolations to their close ones. Be strong and keep hoping for the best.

I feel lame. I need to get out again. This time I think I'll go alone... especially since it's already this late and tomorrow's Tuesday. I have a day off so it's okay for me to go out for a drink or two... but I don't know about anyone else.

But if anyone wants to come with me, I don't mind. I'll be leaving in an hour or so.

So much to do, so little time. Days like these really kill me. I guess I can only blame myself for this... I took too much assigments for myself. But I'll be alright after the festival's over.

Echizen, we need to talk about our trip. Want to meet me day after tomorrow or today or somewhere in the near future?

Okay... since I haven't gotten a single request for the tickets to England.

Echizen.
Will you do me the honour and... come with me to England for a week?

... as friends, of course. And you get to decide when. It's a big hotel room and we can go different ways so we don't even have to hang out together.

If he says no... I don't know what to do with these.

(ooc: Strikes deleted)

Guess what? I won the competition I signed up for. Pretty cool, huh? Now I have two tickets to England and I can use them whenever I want to, as long as it's before September. The tickets include a hotel reservation and the trip lasts for a week. Now all that's left for me is to get some extra money to spend and someone to go with. A week in London.

If there's a couple that really wants a vacation, I could give this to them. Yes, I've always wanted to go to England myself, but I wouldn't want to waste half of the ticket. It's a good vacation... so if you're interested, just tell me and I'll give the tickets to you.

I would ask Echizen, but... Yeah.


(ooc: Strike is not deleted, just very hard to see.)

I'm tired of running after him and chasing this feeling that will not be returned in the near future. That's why I'll be waiting silently and focusing on school once again.

The competition is closer than I thought it would be. I need to focus on that before it's too late and I'll fail. The first price is a trip for two - to London, England. I've always wanted to visit England, so this is a good chance. Though I'm not sure who I'd take with me.

And I've tried to be better in the art club too, but I'm losing my motivation everytime I see other works. And I'm lonely, since I'm almost the only guy over there. At least in the group I'm in. But I won't lose.

I really need to get out and have some fun.

Echizen, prepare yourself. It's a date.

(ooc: And he waits for 5-10 minutes before knocking Ryomas door. He waited outside and did this entry with his cellphone.

And it's not really a date, he's just teasing. He just wanted some company. )

I've been so busy lately. I haven't even slept enough because of all the projects that school makes me to do. And I signed myself for a business related competition, so that's keeping me busy too.

Oh and I finally drew something nice. A flower decoration.

p.s I still love you, Echizen ♥

Note to self: Never but anything that breaks easily onto a bookshelf. I need to buy a new clock, since my old one was smashed by my biggest dictionary. Earthquakes fault.

I didn't get hurt, only the clock was damaged... well, I needed to change my plants pot anyway, so I don't count that as a loss.

I hope everyone's okay.

The art club is filled with really talented people. I tried drawing a simple tree... but I ended up making it look like something on fire. I just can't draw. Perhaphs I should have tried with a different, easier target. Like a flower. Well, the teacher said I'm not a lost case... yeah, right. I sure feel like it now.

I've taken a lot of extra classes lately. I almost have no freetime. But it's okay. I enjoy studying and it keeps my mind distracted from other things. Busy businessman is always a good businessman, they say. So here I go.


p.s
I'm wandering aimlessly within this repetition
And the answer I found is only one; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
Putting these feelings into words is such a scary thing
But I'll say "I love you" to the person I love

♥ Echizen

(ooc: He enjoys teasing Ryoma now)

So the mock firm was a succes. Results say that we would have been a very succesful firm if we'd be a real one. We got out results back yesterday and it would seem that I was the best leader of the group. Best grades. My worst try was a secretary so that's not a job for me I guess.

And I decided to enter an art club. Just because I felt like doing something different and I've never been good at arts - I'll see if I can improve myself. I'd really like to draw more than stick figures.

I'm also thinking about joining some sports club that isn't tennis. Any suggestions? I was thinking about Basket ball, but I think I'm a bit too short.

And before anyone of you asks: yes, I talked to Echizen like I said I would in that deleted entry and yes, I confessed my feelings as well. That's right. I have a crush on the brat. It's not a secret. My sexuality isn't a secret either. I'm bisexual and proud. I'm ready to date girls and guys. And free, since Echizen didn't take my feelings.

If anyone asks me why Echizen - I won't answer. I still have to figure out that myself, even though I know some reasons to it, but not enough.

(ooc: All Strikes deleted)